Closer to Mari. Part 2.

Hello, thank you for being here with me once more. I hope you
are very well today. I am Mari. Welcome to my channel. I take my information very seriously,
and for whoever has eyes to see.

I am writing this on the morning of March 30, 2025.
Back in your Earth year 2008, I was born underwater, in a bathtub, in a small first-generation
Suzy Starship in deep space, traveling through hyperspace and as far from any inhabited
planet as possible. Technically speaking, the ship was moving way faster than light. Although
in hyperspace, the term, faster, does not really apply. My mother and my grandmother, who
was there aiding my mother through the birthing process, had the idea that bringing a baby
into the material world while moving really fast and in hyperspace would accentuate its
psychic abilities, and strengthen its past life memories, making all what it learnt in
them more accessible to the baby later on in life, and that baby is me. This idea probably
sprang from the concept that hyperspace is no longer the material world, being more akin
to the spirit world. I don't know if such a thing really worked, as my past life memories
are not clear to me in the same way as they are to other Taygetan people, among countless
other star races, which remember them as if they had happened yesterday, literally, being
that they feel their present life is just a continuation from their past ones, only in
a new skin, but with full conscious memory of their past ones, especially of the last
and the one before, only changing skin, very much like when someone buys a new car.

In my case, I remember a lot of what I learnt in my past lives, details, and all, but those
feel to me more like containers of information, in the form of raw data, and also as what
empirical experience teachers, including the learning process that is left after having
lived entire lifetimes. But I don't feel those past lifetimes as if I had actually
lived them, almost as if I were borrowing those memories and that knowledge from someone
else. Therefore, I do not identify with who I was in those past lives, and I am fully
concentrating and knowing that all what matters is that I am Mari now, and all I was before
is only baggage that is helpful to navigate the today.

I thought that I had all that
quite clear to me until I fell very sick last year. And the Urmah cats helped me with one
of their feline hair-raisingly strong astral procedures. That blue astral cat I met during
that induced astral travel, dream world, the one I call, the cosmic cat, mentioned twice
that I was one of them and that is why they were helping me. Because if they didn't,
I wouldn't be able to fulfill my mission, whatever that meant. And the cosmic cat also
referred to me first as Tigress, and then as Lioness, which I first thought it was only
a figure of speech, a compliment, and nothing more, much as when a father calls his son,
Tiger, as in, go get them Tiger, during a ballgame. But why use Tigress and then Lioness
while talking to me? It sounded more like it wanted to confuse me about which of the two
I really was, or M. This and other subtle and not so subtle signs coming from Ari, Rua,
Karekai Kotsa, Khoa, among other of our Urmah friends, have led me to think about the
possibility that I am one of them, that I may be a Urmah in immersion. I've asked them directly,
but they never answer back, and if I insist, they answer with evasive answers or making
something funny out of it. I've been surrounded by cats since I was a little baby, they have
been around me all my life, including now, as I have one by the window. And then we have
the unusually strong cooperation and help the Urmah are giving me, since I am the Taygetan
Queen. I mean even when there has always been cooperation between the Urmah and Taygeta,
in the last months we have grown a lot closer as cultures. To the point where I am even
moving now with four Urmah bodyguards besides my usual ones, and all this makes me wonder,
why are the Urmah so interested in my well-being? As Rua once answered my questions, you are
on a mission, and we must help you fulfill it. That's all he said. But I am also very
lyrian human, and Taygetan, so I don't know what to think about all this, and I'm sharing
this with you to let you know that, I get it.

It is hard to be a star seed with no confirmation
about your true stellar origins, and having to rely only on your intuition, and also having
to process doubts and the idea that it may all be just your imagination. Living up here
in space does not mean that you know everything, including who you truly are, cosmically speaking,
yet all this teaches us that what matters is who we are today, and what we can make of
it, and the past, had we lived it or not, is only there as experience we may need in order
to navigate the present, but it's not who we are. Life up here is not solved, and with
no hardship as the new age has so wrongfully stated, although they are most probably referring
to higher planes of existence where that may be valid, I'll give them that, but certainly
not in the material world which is the same realm as you are in on Earth. This means that from
my point of view, what my predecessors once stated, that everything outside Earth is 5D, is highly
questionable, because for me 5D and so on, are states of mind and consciousness, and not a place.
This means that 5D is part of who you are, and you can be living in a hellhole and still be 5D,
it's all up to you.

It's hard to be the Taygetan Queen, and as you know, I was thrown into this
position almost with no warning, and still believing it was years in my future, therefore forcing
me to mature fast, and leave my childhood behind, especially the one I lived while on Earth,
which I do not deny I miss a lot, especially because of its simplicity, at least from the point of
view of a child, despite all the harshness of human schooling and so on. Besides all the
assassination attempts, and the enormous responsibility I have on my shoulders, because I am the Taygetan
leader and all it means, perhaps one of the hardest things or facts I must face is that this is a
very lonely spot to be in. As I mentioned in my other video titled Closer to Mari, I spend nearly
all my time alone, because my closest friends, those in CIC, sometimes are not even on board the
same ship. I hardly leave my room here on my ship, at least it is as big as a small flat on Earth,
and I've even got a private swimming pool in my bathroom, but I am alone here nearly all the time,
as this is my little world from where I manage Taygetan affairs, complex exopolitics, and write for
these videos. And when I do leave my room to walk around the ship, like for example when I go to
the dining room, mess hall, I always go with several bodyguards, picked by me and by Gori´el,
who are directly taken out of Taygetan elite special forces, so I really don't feel free even inside
my own starship. Taking into account that there are several powerful forces out there who want to
take me out, I know moving with bodyguards is a necessity, and knowing that I have so much
opposition is heavy on my heart. My guards are retated all the time as part of the safety
procedures, and they belong to the crew of the Starship Alcyone, so I don't even know their names,
which is a constant problem for me here on this ship, as there are so many people on board.
So many people here, and I hardly talk to anyone in a closer context.
Also because they all treat me with the outmost respect,
complete with full military protocol, they always observe when in front of a head of state.
I am fully accompanied by countless people, by the crews of my eight starships here,
and which are in the thousands, yet I am completely alone as well,
not being able to get closer to anyone, and I mean in friendship, as all lyrian humans need.
Almost as if being the queen also meant that I have some kind of invisible barrier,
like a force field around me and that separates me from everyone else unwillingly,
and that is not caused by me, simply because everyone else sees me differently.
I mean, sometimes I even eat alone at my special table.
Nevertheless, all this loneliness thing is growing on me,
I am starting to get used to it, and to accept it as part of who I am and what I am living,
as I know it is part of the consequences of being in my role,
as it means that people will not treat me the same,
even though it is not me who is placing those social barriers.
Even my old friends in the Starship Sardaklaya have also moved away from me,
as not being in the same ship doesn't help relationships very much, as you can imagine.
The time I enjoy being alone the most is while I motor in the ship's hanger,
as I am truly alone there without guards,
yet I am perfectly safe there as no one is allowed to enter.
Safe despite I am sometimes moving over 100 km an hour in a closed controlled space,
but I am very good at it, and I need that a lot.

Talking about getting closer to people, I'd like to get closer to so many of you out there,
who watch my videos, some of whom kindly sponsor my channel,
The Taygetans, and me, I'd like that very much, but I don't see how at this time,
perhaps later on we can think of something.
I'd also like to thank those of you out there who make CGI images of me and even videos,
many of which are very nice, and I'd like to add something based on what CIC saw in the media
about the color of my hair. For some reason, the computer filtering I use to pass my face,
when I do so directly or when I use a base image, it darkens my hair a lot.
My true color is blonde, or dark blonde, but it is impossible for me to replicate at this time.
As for my face, most of you out there are doing a very good job,
as it's definitely me, and you make me smile a lot, thank you.

About my videos, I must insist that I have not been able to make better images or use more of them.
Sorry about that, I am focused on the written word, and I think that is what really matters.
I simply cannot find more time to generate images, but you must know that I love writing for you,
and I do so with my outmost love and dedication.

And finally, I want to deeply thank the sponsors of my channel, as I've said before,
you are making it possible, you are making it exist, as I still depend on money for supplies
and countless other things. Most Taygetans, logically do not need anything.
Yet I do depend on Earth as well as several of our friends on the Sadicleya, those you know,
because we have been here for so long, and I do not deny my very human part,
yet I am not only human as you know. Thank you, my friends, I always have you with me,
although I don't say thank you in every video as I think it is inappropriate,
because this channel and my information is not about the money,
yet I need the money to continue with what it is truly for.
No words suffice to state my gratitude.

Thank you.
This will be all for today. As always, thank you for watching my video, and for liking,
sharing, and subscribing for more. It helps this channel grow a lot.
And I hope to see you here next time. With much love and appreciation, your friend.
Mari.